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| 11-3-97 |
| 27 |
| my life is going crazy |
| this chaotic hectic mess |
| is clouding my thoughts |
| and making me confused |
| I try to concentrate |
| but it doesn't seem to work |
| wanting to express my feelings |
| or what I really think |
| I can't see straight |
| I can't communicate |
| I feel I'm breaking down |
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| 11-7-97 |
| 29 |
| I close my eyes |
| and all I see |
| is someone who truely |
| truely loves me |
| and even though |
| sometimes my feelings I don't share |
| I hope you know |
| I'll always care |
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| 11-17-97 |
| 35 |
| no one knows |
| the true me |
| no one knows |
| what they can't see |
| no one knows |
| how very deep |
| no one knows |
| the secrets I keep |
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| 11-13-97 |
| 30 |
| sometimes I wish |
| I only knew |
| just how much you loved me |
| or why I don't |
| trust your love |
| or even what you say |
| I want to trust |
| but feel I can't |
| and I don't quite know why |
| I wish I knew |
| just what to do |
| to help me ease my mind |
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